fear.

It sucks when even you yourself do not know what you want. Well, sometimes you do know what you want, but it just can’t be done. And again, its because of that feeling called fear. The fear of failing. Fear of losing. Fear of regretting. Even though, most of the time it is because simply, you do not know what to do.

You can simply pick yourself up after a fall. But the thing is, how if I fell for you? I know it doesn’t rhyme and sounds rather non-sensical. But I don’t care

New Radicals – Someday We’ll Know

This song keeps sticking on my head so I decided to post the lyrics here. haha.

90 miles outside chicago
Can’t stop driving
I don’t know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later, you’re still on my mind

Whatever happened to Emilia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry

Chorus:

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I’m speeding by the place where I met you

For the 97th time tonight

(chorus)

Someday we’ll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren’t you here with me?

(chorus)

Listening to: this song for the 88th time.

(:

I guess today’s my lucky day. When I was about to cross the road on my way to school, the green man flashed. And it happens not only once, but three times. Yes, I know it is lame. You can’t say it is your lucky day if only this thing happens.

But you didn’t know what happened later, today.

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?

Or what the wind says when she cries?

New Radicals – Someday We’ll Know

of feelings.

If only feelings are easy to comprehend, to control. It would make world a much better place, would it not?

Just imagine it.

I don’t know why it is happening. There can be only 2 possible reasons. First, I am too afraid. And second, I don’t want to fall again. Basically, these 2 things are just the same so yeah.

I don’t want to be *******, but sometimes I just can’t help it.

Is **** ****, then?

看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡的著

New Radicals

New Radical’s “Someday We’ll Know” is just too hard to resist. I’ve been listening to this song, on repeat since last night.

With deep lyrics and emotions overflowing, what more can you ask from a song?

=.=

And I realised that I should stop doing that. Lest they think I’m a stalker.

=.=

…

Suddenly I feel the urge to study back in my hometown. I don’t know why. Maybe it is true when they said, the fondest memories of your school life is when you’re in high school. Now, it seems like I’ve lost contact with my friends in my hometown. But nevermind, I guess studying here has changed me much as a person.

And if I didn’t study here, I might not be able to experience that feeling

So what’s there for me to regret?

minority

One light, one mind
Flashing in the dark
Blinded by the silence
Of a thousand broken hearts
“For crying out loud”
She screamed unto me
A free for all, fuck ‘em all
You are your own sight

I wanna be the minority

Greenday – minority

I do not mention any names here

Seems like this time of the year is the time for separation and to say goodbyes.

Or is it just me?

I swear I hate this feeling. The feeling when you can’t have what you want, when some things are just not meant to be together. And listening to songs-that-reminds-you-can’t-have-everything just don’t help me at all.

Somebody save me.

And no, don’t get me wrong. This is not about my significant other (as if I have). It is more general.

The script

I just think The Script’s new song “Breakeven”. This is one awesome song that I can relate to myself. Read the lyrics and you’ll know what I mean (By the way, it is not like I’m still like that. Listening to this song just brings back memories). There’s also the song “If you see kay”. I don’t know if they deliberately gave the title. It just sounds like FCUK. Maybe there’s a hidden meaning. “The End Where I Began” and “Fall for Anything” is also very soothing to my ears. Lyrics-wise, it is just perfect.

Today I didn’t really have the chance to have a little chat with you-know-who. Well, I almost had one but I decided to forgo it. I guess I regretted it

Tomorrow’s my OP Dry Run! So I shall not wash my hands or do anything related to water tomorrow. Yes it is lame. haha. Just hoping that I won’t screw it up like what I did today.